Birth Control Doesn't Work For Me

I know I am not the only one that goes through this, but birth control, of any form, does not work well with my mental state. I have tried several different kinds, low doses, regular, all kinds - and they all do the same thing to me! I get very depressed, sad, unhappy, uncomfortable, and mentally feel as though I'm being forced to share my body with my boyfriend (i.e. I don't want to be touched, be sexual, or be lovey dovey).

Recently, I gave it another go... you know, to see if I was crazy and it was all in my head. No... no it's not. I feel worse this time! It's one of the worst feelings, and I imagine as close to post partum you can get to without actually having children. Do you know what bothers me the most about this whole thing though? Bothers me more than all of my emotional stress? Being made to feel as though I am being a child, it really isn't affecting me the way I say it is, and that I should just deal with it.

It is like when male celebrities decide to claim that women who go through emotional trauma after pregnancy are just being horrible mothers and babies. I support you ladies... I support you, I feel for you, and you're not alone.

Neither are the women that have problems with birth control pills. Ugh!